Enlightenment

I really don't know how I ever put myself in the position of so much dang drama!!! I avoided it my whole life, and now in the past three months I've experienced about three years of this nonsense! But not all this time was as ridiculous as it sounds. I became very close to one of the best people I know and now she's my unbiological sister. There were some people that I was simply acquainted with, but I now know that they will be my friends for life. It was a very lonely, difficult, and heartbreaking time for me but I learned something very important through all this: strength. I felt like I was so small and meek until all this stuff happened three months ago. I didn't know how to speak up for myself, and I kept all my emotions inside. That also could have been a factor to all the stuff that I experienced. But I feel like I changed, and for the better. I can speak my mind without fear. I truly stopped caring about what people thought about me. I don't know how to explain it, but I feel like I needed this experience to truly find myself. The best part is, I am incredibly happy. Everything turned out for the better. I think that I, and those around me, needed this in order to grow. My life has improved so much, and I don't remember the last time that I felt so blissful. The ridiculous drama is done. Everything is as it should be, and I truly hope that I don't ever have to go through anything that difficult again. This is probably going to be one of very few blogs that I write about myself. From now on I'm going to write about my friends, family and everything in between. I really hope that this blog turns out well :P

My Very First Blog! AHHH!

So I decided to start a blog because I need some motivation to actually finish something. I think that this is a good way to document my senior year! I hope that I will actually be able to keep up with this because I'm horrible at trying to finish stuff. I have three unfinished novels, and this is a way that perhaps I could do something productive and fun! Anyways that's all for now, I'll write more later! :)